Unthinkable thoughts
Today I want to talk about something that is difficult to talk about and that many people avoid because it gets too close to what you can bear or you are just afraid. I want to talk about suicide. This word is difficult to understand because the majority of us never would even think about this and I´m sure that many of us know or have in their acquintance someone that has done just that, suicide. I never thought that one day I would have such thoughts. It was not that long ago, just about 7 or 8 months. We have had a lot of problems at work, we had meetings after meetings and we saw no inprovement about the situation. It was torture to go to work and feeling the constant gazing from some people if you really are working. You know how that feels? You have no trust anymore that you are doing your job, people who are new at this question how you work, not that you are doing it wrong but that you are too slow and looking if you really are doing your job and not a p...