My spiritual journey

The last weeks I have been practicing/expiriencing the power of the "I am" and that no one can take away anything from me without my consent. I have been feeling inside that I can not loose anything because there is nothing to loose, I have the Divine power inside of me and I can never loose anything. It´s hard word though and I do not always manage to think this way but I´m getting there.  I have debts like many of my fellow humans have. Debt is cause because of guilt about something, maybe there is a debt from earlier lives that have to be "paid" back or maybe the debt is caused in this life because there is lack of something inside of you.  I know that I have been feeling this a lot before, I had thoughts of not being enough , and just that feeling of lacking has manifested in my reality. Unfortunately it has manifested that the enforcement office takes a part of my salary to pay my debt. I`m aware that I´m responsible for taking care and accepting this debt ...